Lonely

Pardon me for swearing What the hell have I become Is everything I dream of Everything I really want Telling myself daily stay the hell away from love Every time it leaves me feeling like I'm not enough And I'm giving up on me I start to question everything that I believe Who cares if I am lonely I'm better on my own Now you can never hurt me That's all I've ever known I tell myself I'll be okay If I can just survive today But this pain inside my chest won't go away Already December Hope is turning into doubt Everyone around me seems to have it figured out Trying to remember what I used to care about Slowly I became just another face in the crowd And I'm giving up on me I start to question everything that I believe Who cares if I am lonely I'm better on my own Now you can never hurt me That's all I've ever known I tell myself I'll be okay If I can just survive today But this pain inside my chest won't go away No, this pain inside my chest won't go away