Methamphetamine and Macaroni

Is someone out there help I'm Homeless Strung out broke and fuckin' dope Sick Eyes are bloodshot in my mugshot I look like sasquatch high on crack Rocks My teeth keep grinding noncontrolling Lately I've become unholy Stir the pot and boil slowly Methamphetamine and Macaroni I sit around my room depressed with Both my hands placed on my head Zombified on percocet I can't make Sense of who I am My closest friends don't care enough For me to lend a helping hand But they always reappear when I Need another gram Kill me slow I'm slipping man damned Like the son of sam On a hot summer night I'm high and I wanna dance Snap like a rubber band soaring like Peter Pan Village of the damned I thought this Was neverland What's hard to understand about a Chemical imbalance One second I'm normal next second Straight lions I'm fiending so bad I shake and start Crying Heartbreaking my mama shes losing Her patience I wasn't raised to waste my life but Here I am and face the plight I wonder what a bird feels like I Spread my wings and took a flight But i am to fat to fly I fell from way Up in the sky landed on a trampoline Unsuccessful Suicide Is someone out there help I'm Homeless Strung out broke and fuckin dope Sick Eyes are bloodshot in my mugshot I look like sasquatch high on crack Rocks My teeth keep grindin uncontrolling Lately I've become unholy Stir the pot and boil slowly Methamphetamine and Macaroni Addiction sucks I'm all fucked up I Wish that I just stuck to pot I'm sunk and spun stuck in this spot For hours and I can't get up Can't give up the slightest touch or Something pure will turn to dust Like clouds of dust that angel dust Went up my nose and mixed with Snot It's hard to stop once I'm drunk my Body wants another bump Take a shot just like a puck no chaser Please I ain't a punk Unfiltered me will fuck you up then Start some shit like fucked up guts I'm so high I'm fuckin nuts my Jackets tight as fuck and tucked Crunchy like a tummy tuck my Bellies fulla yummy stuff You could say I'm mummy stuffed Eternity can't hurry up This suicide is slow as fuck I thought That I'd be dead by dawn It turns out a death by drugs is Actually prolonged I present this song to everybody out There strong Anyone who lost a loved one Holding on and held it down Level headed on the ground that's Where she found her son With a needle in his arm and a Bundle by his gun