Intro:

I be getting way too high feel like the sky falling

Ive been taking all these drugs because I cry often

Man I Wish I was in Heaven with my dead homies

Its jus me against the world, feel imma die lonely

Verse:

I had to make it on my own, Jus me myself and I

Ive be taking so much drugs, I feel like i’ma die

I got blood inside my eyes, Now watch this angel cry

Hold on to way too many tears, They falling from the sky

RIP to Montrell Clark, I hope you doing fine

I know you watching over me, You watching from the sky

I wish that I could see my uncle, man I need advice

Bitch if you playing wit my family its a homicide I’m jus sliding to the eastend jus for richies chicken

If anybody got a problem, know that Ritchey wit it

It ain't my fault but they been out here saying Ritchey did it

It’s not what ritchey did, they more concerned what Ritchey Didn’t

I gave a lot of love to people, swear that they ungrateful

They ain’t show me any love when I had caught them cases

I had to cut off my lil bro because he wrote a statement

That was my dawg, I had to realize that some people change

Relationships been getting slim because these people shady

You know that I’m about my business, man I’m dedicated

You wanna book me for a feature bitch you betta pay me

You wanna book me for a show you betta come with $80

I swear that I’m so shooken up, I start to feel like haiti

When i found out mark had died, I felt so devastated

I remember when he said he been praying that imma make it

That was my brudda, Idk how much more I can take

Don’t gotta deal with public housing or that section 8

My biggest goals in life is making sure my family straight

My grandfather getting older so it got me praying

I wish that I can see my granny, Father why you take her

Feel like I baptized in this liquor, wishin it could save me

It had me crying all them nights, but I can’t let it phase me

She broke my heart so many times, but I can’t let it break me

I jus smoke my pain away, I swear I’m feelin faded

Bitch I’m crusing man O War, I swear I’m feeling Jaded

They don’t wanna see me make it, Lot of people hate me

I’ll show love to anybody that’s what makes it crazy

They wouldn’t give a damn if I deep inside my grave

I know somebody going crazy off them perky pills

I know somebody watch him cry cause he got 30 years

I’m so numb to all the pain, It’s hard to shed a tear

Pour one out for my all brothers, I wish you was here

Besides God, I promise that it ain’t no man I fear

They wanna see me in the grave but I’m jus tryna live

For all the pain inside my life I hope I find a cure

Sometimes I feel like I’m a burden so I disappear

RIP Susan Scanlon, I love you nana