Distance

Honestly, I'm embarrassed I've been so fucking careless Caught in my fucking ways You should not have to wait I've been so fucking selfish Insecure 'cause I'm jealous I want nobody with you Still got my sneaky link-ups I know I'm wrong for that Guess these are my confessions I know I lied so many times that I believed my answers I know I made you wait You shouldn't have to wait Used to beg me to stay You shouldn't have to stay You went and found an athlete Now I hate fuckin' athletes I was too fucking flashy I couldn't keep it classy You found somebody wealthy He gets more paper than me Honestly I'm embarrassed Booked a one-way to Paris 'Cause when it gets like this I need distance I'm on a 12-hour flight with just my feelings It can get like this in an instant Soon as I get to thinking that nigga done fucked you like I did Licked and sucked you like I did Does he touch you like I did? Like I did Nigga done fucked you like I did Licked and sucked you like I did Does he touch you like I did? Like I did Now all of the sudden You don't owe me nothing to tell me whoever he is? Fuck whoever he is Fuck whoever he is Depression, obsession, it's selfish Somehow just drowning inside my depression is helping It really ain't helping, no it ain't helping, no it ain't helping, no This shit ain't healthy, this shit ain't healthy this isn't healthy Booked you a flight to come out to me, and you didn't take it That was the moment I had realized we wouldn't make it Ego was hurt, so I went to the 'port and booked me a ticket Had to get missing, I had to get distant (It's like my stomach just fucking hurts, like, fuck) 'Cause when it gets like this I need distance I'm on a 12-hour flight with just my feelings It can get like this in an instant Soon as I get to thinking that nigga done fucked you like I did Licked and sucked you like I did Does he touch you like I did? Like I did Nigga done fucked you like I did Licked and sucked you like I did Does he touch you like I did? Like I did Now all of the sudden You don't owe me nothing to tell me whoever he is? Fuck whoever he is Fuck whoever he is