Blur

Blurry vision from the rum on this muddy path (Yeah) (Yeah) Blurry vision from the rum on this muddy path Beefing with my inner self with my sorry ass Hot headed and I know I get it from my dad It's in the past, RIP to Joey Lonely in the winter and this shit ain't getting better But i'm counting my blessings, got food, clothes, and shelter But the ever-growing feeling of despair makes the suicidal thoughts way easier to hear I'm a hypocrite whose heart is in the right place, say it twice so you know it ain't bullshit I'm an alien who hides among the human race Trynna figure out where the fucking time went I'm a hypocrite whose heart is in the right place, say it twice so you know it ain't bullshit I'm an alien who hides among the human race Trynna figure out where the fucking time went Always falling all apart, and I get drunk to cloud my thoughts I'm far from okay (Far from okay) Never open up my heart, I can't push through when it gets hard I'm far from okay (Far from okay) Always falling all apart, and I get drunk to cloud my thoughts I'm far from okay (Far from okay) Never open up my heart, I can't push through when it gets hard I'm far from okay (Far from okay) Yea