Lose My Mind

Oh, I've been putting you first At my own expense Just to get attention from you I always question my worth When you turn your head When we lay in bed You know we didn't have to suffer I know that I was being stubborn I can read between the lines Tired of living with the sadness I can see we never had this Why we wasting all this time? I don't wanna chase my shadow Why do I even try? I gotta learn to let go I'm gonna lose my mind (Lose my mind) (Lose my mind) Why we keep making this work When it don't make sense You just let me fall to pieces Why am I even writing this verse When it's all on me You gotta set me free, yeah, yeah You know we didn't have to suffer I know that I'm just being stubborn I can read between the lines Baby, I'm just being open Feels like you never show emotion Why we wasting all this time? I don't wanna chase my shadow Why do I even try? I gotta learn to let go I'm gonna lose my mind (Lose my mind) (Lose my mind)