Adrenaline

All my life, I've drowned in adrenaline Now my blood runs slow like a sedative I wake up past noon and they settled in Lord, please help me up I don't wanna lay down So help me get the fuck back up I don't wanna lay down, down, down Help me get myself back up I don't wanna lay down I feel the pain in my reflection, I- I wanna get away, so I just step inside I feel more alone when I have extra eyes Fuckin' starin' at me I wanna feel numb Give me novocaine for everyone else Sick of stayin' in the house, I need a home for myself To be alone, I can tell, that you don't know how it felt I had to let go of you just to get a hold of myself, because- All my life, I've drowned in adrenaline All my life, I've drowned in adrenaline Now my blood runs slow like a sedative I wake up past noon and they settled in Lord, please help me up I don't wanna lay down (down, down) So help me get the fuck back up I don't wanna lay down, down, down Help me get myself back up I don't wanna lay down Life been givin' me too many warnings Couldn't get up out of bed in the morning Sleep for 12, or be away for 12? I can't decide on which is even more important Can't hold my head up, won't attempt to get up I'm not even sure on why I'm fed up today Swear it's no lie if I said that I'm fine At the same time, it's false if I said I'm okay Now, I don't need your sympathetic remorse I'm different from where you shoot shots in the dark Aiming for something you don't know is there Or hoping you'll pin when the target is hard Now, I don't mean to be rude But you never walked a single day in my shoes Don't act like you know what's it's like to be me I won't act like I know what it's like to be you All my life, I've drowned in adrenaline Now my blood runs slow like a sedative I wake up past noon and they settled in Lord, please help me up I don't wanna lay down So help me get the fuck back up I don't wanna lay down, down, down Help me get myself back up I don't wanna lay down All my life, I've drowned in adrenaline All my life, I've drowned in adrenaline All my life, I've drowned in adrenaline Now my blood runs slow like a sedative I wake up past noon and they settled in Lord, please help me up I don't wanna lay down So help me get the fuck- All my life, I've drowned in adrenaline Now my blood runs slow like a sedative I wake up past noon and they settled in Lord, please help me up I don't wanna lay down So help me get the fuck back up I don't wanna lay down, down, down Help me get myself back up I don't wanna lay down