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Always put my heart In all the wrong places Looking for my worth In all these strangers' faces Don't know where to start Don't know how to change it Run and hide from love (Run and hide from love) And I will never be The type to make believe in fairytales Or happy endings I don't know why I can't Trust myself to fall I'll never understand It's like I'm an addict Of all this sadness I love when my life is upside down It's so messed up I only make myself cry And I don't know why I tell my friends I'm good But I can't go out tonight Incase I fall in love With someone under strobe lights And I wish I could But I think I just might Run and hide from love (Run and hide from love) I don't know why I can't Trust myself to fall I'll never understand It's like I'm an addict Of all this sadness I love when my life is upside down It's so messed up I only make myself cry And I don't know why And I don't know why And I don't know why And I will never be the type to make believe in fairytales Or happy endings I don't know why I can't Trust myself to fall I'll never understand It's like I'm an addict Of all this sadness I love when my life is upside down It's so messed up I only make myself cry And I don't know why And I don't know why And I don't know why And I don't know why