Beyond My Control

How've you been? Let's play pretend That we don't know that we both chose to go Find less decay I've spent some time Wondering how I'd end up If only I found the guts To make my peace It's too late to rewrite the story And I hate to be dilatory Stuck in my ways I'll admit I miss Feeling just like this When you said you'd always stay Take me back to when We were careless kids Making promises we'd break If I lied I'd say I'm fine That I'm not sorry for anything You're not worth the baggage you bring I'm fine Can't find out what we're made of Just know it's insidious It's got me far down So I'll keep reading the story And relive all of the memories To ease the pain I'll admit I miss Feeling just like this When you said you'd always stay Take me back to when We were careless kids Making promises we'd break You're what I wanted Despite you dragging me down I'll try to fight it But I don't really know how You're what I wanted Despite you dragging me down I'll try to fight it But I don't really know how Whoa, whoa Things changed, but I don't wanna face it Gave up and now I'm left complacent Whoa, whoa My days all end in devastation I'm a wreck I'll admit I miss Feeling just like this When you said you'd always stay Take me back to when We were careless kids Making promises we'd break I swear I'm fine I swear I'm fine I swear I'm fine