I'm Sorry, I'm Trying

I'm sorry that I can't get out of bed I'm sorry that my head's always a mess I'm sorry that I missed your call For the third time in a row I promise that I care much more than I show Don't get carried away, no I'll only let you down Certain circumstances got me feeling low Don't take it personally Talk some sense into me, I've been feeling senseless Acting selfish, hate myself so fucking much I'm out of touch, but I can see through all the lies That they've been selling me Quit telling me you know they know what's best for me My patience being tested, see In the parking lot of the high school that I went to Thought I hated it, but its real shit when your friends leave And you're back home with the same dreams on the same street All of the things that I've taken for granted Is now everything that I wish hadn't ended All that I hated is now what I miss, ain't that a bitch I'm sorry that I can't get out of bed I'm sorry that my heads always a mess I'm sorry that I missed your call For the third time in a row I promise that I care much more than I show