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Back and Forth
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Back and Forth was released on March 11, 2021 by Sophia Lanuza as a part of the album Back and Forth - Single
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Release DateMarch 11, 2021
LabelSophia Lanuza
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
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Credits

COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Sophia Lanuza
Sophia Lanuza
Songwriter
Noah Wiehl
Noah Wiehl
Songwriter

Lyrics

I'm going back and forth
I know there's something wrong with me
In my chemistry
This need that I'm feeding
More and more
I'm just searching for a reason
I could pretend that this is simply an exercise in attention
Gotta get someone to mention they notice, moments
But I can feel the tickle of doubt in my mind
Cause I can't pull it back when I try every time
So do you know, how to cure me?
I'm stuck here with the medical bill
For a pill, I never took
But you know, that surely, oh
I can't just live in highs and lows
Yeah I keep going
Back and forth
I know there's something wrong with me
In my chemistry
This need that I'm feeding
More and more
I'm just searching for a reason for being so facetious
Can't protect myself from things inside me
So I'm drifting from the lines that guide me, blindly
Cause I don't know what I'm looking for
No I keep going, back and forth
It's jarring just to witness the blatant change in position
Gotta heed my better judgment and quit it
But it's never been a choice to spiral into noise
And giving in can be so addicting, I'm living
In a state of distant joy
Like a brand strain euphoria
Then I'm dodging all my calls
And I'm overwhelmed and over it
Til I'm getting out of bed when I think I'm free
To find that my unfounded certainty says everybody's mad at me
Somebody cure me
I'm stuck here with the medical bill
For a pill I never got
But you know that surely, oh
I can't just live in highs and lows
But I keep going
Back and forth
I know there's something wrong with me
In my chemistry
This need that I'm feeding
More and more
I'm just searching for a reason for being so facetious
Can't protect myself from things inside me
So I'm drifting from the lines that guide me, blindly
Cause I don't know what I'm looking for
No I keep going, back and forth
You've been collateral
In fighting that's unilateral
But that don't change the damage that's done
Cause when you get to leaving
I panic and get to tweaking
And you don't know which way you should run
I wish I had an answer
That better served as an anchor
But I can't track my moods like the sun
So when you get to leaving
I panic and get to tweaking
So I'm telling you that you should just run
Yeah I keep going
Back and forth
I know there's something wrong with me
In my chemistry
This need that I'm feeding
More and more
I'm just searching for a reason for being so facetious
Can't protect myself from what defines me
So I'm giving up on trying to guide me, finally
Cause I don't know what I'm looking for
No I've been going
Back and forth
Written by: Noah Wiehl, Sophia Lanuza
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