For What

For what That's what you gotta ask yourself and not the why I got it on a hard way Pushing on the pedal to the ground Puffin' ganja And we did it sippin' on the highway Think it wouldn't happen till is happening And now I gotta keep all my emotions on an ashtray Listen to a god praying For what did it happen Still looking for a meaning on a prayer Going down the stairs With a thousand layers Covering my eyes I don't see shit, I'm not the player I'm being played Controlled by somebody Who doesn't give a fuck about my feelings and my body Feel like I'm nobody Just listen to the prayers I see everybody having motherfucking layers Sitting on the car in motion as I'm healing If I don't believe in God then why do I keep kneeling That's one of the questions I can't figure out And nobody seems to tell me what this is about I want a way out in my mind is too loud Is like I've been fighting in the damn same round Comes around goes around That's what I heard And it doesn't mean this shit wouldn't fucking hurt I am on alert Think I'm leaving earth For what did it happen Do i think is worth? I set myself on fire Only to keep you warm I put myself last Hoping you would put me first Head over heels Heels to your head I'm gonna I'm gonna love me instead Wake up everyday Go out and slay For what For me Watch out You'll see Tanto comentario Tanto número en el calendario Tanto horario Ese que me representa diario Escuchando mi propio vocabulario Caminando cada que se puede a lo contrario El suelo la gente y la calma del que impone Confusión ajena hasta que la persona pone Es donde se pelea la contradicción Es ajeno a lo que se comenta de las emociones Siento que lo que se que siento Lo invento Y Siento Que la marea sube si lo intento El miedo y la puta duda ya no importan Irracionales aquellos que la portan Siete miedos Siete ideas ficticias Siete cuentos fomentando injusticia Siete veces fuimos tan diferentes que la mentira reemplazó la avaricia Y fueron siete flores siete poemas Siete veces siete compré tu dilema Y No pudiste resolver el problema Y la luz que te calentaba ahora te quema Estuve cuando no tenía que estar Y me fui cuando me tenía que quedar Me quedé con un corazón que ya no vuela Me fui pidiendo a la vida que no duela I set myself on fire Only to keep you warm I put myself last Hoping you would put me first Head over heels Heels to your head I'm gonna I'm gonna love me instead Wake up everyday Go out and slay For what For me Watch out You'll see