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I've gotten so used To giving up what I want 'Cause I'm just overcompensating, calculating us To keep from falling apart I know you're so used To getting all the things you want But I'm so over staying undercover Holding this together, done playing dumb I don't need to live like this Holding my breath Watching my step to keep you happy Maybe it's the oldest kid in me Tryna fix things Never time to fix me Why can't I be my own priority (Uh-uh) Feels like I'm losing way too much of me So good at solving your problems Call me 3am, no problem Why can't I be my own priority I've gotten so used To letting you call the shots 'Cause I'm just always rolling over taking bullets Just to keep reloading your gun I'm trying so hard To make sure you're okay It's the same thing every time And I know I'm to blame 'Cause you take advantage of what You know you can get out of me Why can't I be my own priority (Uh-uh) Feels like I'm losing way too much of me So good at solving your problems Call me 3am, no problem Why can't I be my own priority I don't need to live like this Holding my breath Watching my step to keep you happy Maybe it's the oldest kid in me Tryna fix things Never time to fix me I don't need to live like this Holding my breath Watching my step to keep you happy Maybe it's the oldest kid in me Tryna fix things Never time to fix me Why can't I be my own priority (Uh-uh) Feels like I'm losing way too much of me