Into Something (feat. Essbie)

I'm trying to turn into something

Let go of this grip and I hold onto nothing

Now something is coming

Not without a hitch but at least it's not numbing

Cause I find if you strive

To start being alive

There's no perfect rhyme to portray it

There's no tried and true way to say it

But that doesn't mean you shouldn't be trying

To turn into something

More than complacency and ordinary

There's always an in between

Spectacular and boring

And we might find our balance

But more likely not

There is a light and it's we all want

Yeah we're all listless and we're distraught

And we're all plagued with existential thought

But what are we without

Our own persistent doubt

Anxiety about

Our own shortcomings it drives us all

To turn into something

Turn into something

Turn into something

Turn into something

Turn into something

Turn into something

Turn into something

Sometimes I turn into nothing

In my muffling mode until thoughts explode

Into fits of unrest I suppressed

As if blind content shares a likeness to happiness

There's no solace in choosing willful ignorance

No heroism in avoiding dissonance

It's heavier in my nothing times

Than when I'm floating freely

When I'm nothing I'm something

Cause even negation of truth is a choice

Even in silence I'm using my voice

Like the day that you told me you weren't into boys

Its okay to be something

Alarming intrusive pervasive diffusive

Like the day the your mom and me couldn't make it work

You were something for running

Cause you didn't hide the hurt

And I

Couldn't be more proud

And You

Always stood out from the crowd

Or I thought

Maybe you just forgot

You are something to me

Just get up from the fall

And we might find our balance

But more likely not

There is a light and it's we all want

Yeah we're all listless and we're distraught

And we're all plagued with existential thought

But what are we without

Our own persistent doubt

Anxiety about

Our own shortcomings it drives us all

To turn into something

Insanity

Where it's not just you and me

We were a family

Wish you could look back at the family tree

And be proud of what we've become

Turn into something

Turn into something