Alone

No it's not in the past, don't tell me how to live It's better when the one to blame is myself It's not up for debate, I won't die for your hate Your sins will haunt you through me I wanna smash my head, stop breathing once and for all Just need a break from my life or my mask will implode You got me wrapped around your finger till you find your next high All those I've loved has left me without an explanation why Get out of my head, no time for amends Your presence awakes the wolf inside mе I'm worthless Don't look into my rotten core Bury mе The reaper comforts me Cut off my limbs And feed it to the wolves Our last goodbye My heart breaks into pieces I just wish you were real Should I give up I'm made to fall just like the leaves With no one looking for me I might as well not exist An ocean of emotion compressed in my head Where do I go when my body's falling apart So many people yet no one else shares my fate I'm becoming the person that I've grown to hate I'm bursting into tears cause' my sadness's in bloom I whisper to her that I am alone in this room Probably shouldn't fuel this illusion no more But I let her stay cause' I don't wanna die alone With blood I'm painting Another lucky soul to be sacrificed So they eat my flesh Feast upon the weakest of all What is wrong with me Can't win when fighting the unknown No one cares if I live Nobody wants a broken soul I'm, mindlessly wandering the streets Surrounded by plastic memories Peacefully bleed to eternal rest Finally at bliss cause' I am dying Bury me I'm not worth your love I sink to the ground To the bottom of the sea I'm full of grief The spark I thought was real But pain is all I feel