A Long Year

I remember your coffee breath The night that, I found, you out The pathetic, ways to say you're sorry Can we just both admit That this was, cursed from, the beginning So take these words I say to heart I'm nothing but a fucking waste of time to you You lead me on but inside I always knew It's been a long year Selling me out I've been gone for a long time Stuck in the atmosphere You pushed me away when I tried to be me but I hope that I made you proud You know that I have blamed myself for years Been so hard on myself At times I felt like I had nowhere else to go But that's just the way you are, a toxic, petty human being I hope that you take these words to heart