Fed Up

Too many thoughts on my mind I can't sleep at night So I just keep writing I don't need no help I don't need opinions So don't waste my time then I just been livin' online My city don't show me no love and that's fine Fuck local radio stations I got more plays Than all of these rappers combined I'm goin', I'm goin' again, I been goin' in I'm fed up with so many things I gotta just let it all out I'm talkin' about The shit they been talkin' about Tellin me I should do this Tellin me I should do that Tellin me tellin' me things about rap Talkin the truth and then stabbin' my back They won't knock me off track no, no Too many things have been building Been hard to deal with, I just been drinking Remember my moves in the past I'm wondering what was I thinkin' Lately I'm livin' in fear Wondering what if the end is so near All of the shit goin' on The shootings are strong One shot to the head and I'm gone I'm losing control but I can't let it go Cuz I'm tryna get more, and I been in the moment I been in the zone, and I'm moving alone I don't pick up the phone, when my family call I've been doin' it wrong and I don't know what's happenin' Tryna get what I just been imaginin' Gettin' close and I just been examining All of the fake shit the game has been packagin' I been keepin' real I been doin' what I feel I been out here tryna kill Every beat I know I will Everything I'm working on Every night another song They been quiet all along They gon' notice when I'm gone I come from a town Where most of the people Are so closed minded They goin' to school And they workin' a job But they don't even like it I won't be put in a box Nobody tellin' me what I should rock Nobody tellin' what I should drop Cuz I do what I want and just know I don't stop Recordin' till 4 morning they snoring I'm pouring my soul into every story I'm writing, producing, I mix it and master I'm building my craft And I'm not lookin' back I been goin' doin' things I wanna do when I want to Everybody wanna get a win But they not due Everybody wanna copy you But they not you Everybody wanna be cool But they not new Woah Look how I go Gon' be a dentist I still got the flow Never gon' lose cuz I'm still doin' both Never gon' lose cuz I been on a roll Come to ya state and I'm killin' the show Know that I'm young and I still gotta grow Know that I'm workin' the most No I'm never gon' choke And I'm lookin' back down on the people below I been keepin' real I been doin' what I feel I been out here tryna kill Every beat I know I will Everything I'm working on Every night another song They been quiet all along They gon' notice when I'm gone