I Try

What is black ice? Oh, oh, look In the back of my mind feel like cryin' but bitch im a soldier Thats just some' i cannot do I been toting that iron, been slanging it too Bitch i know that you lying, see its just me and you And yall left me outside to dry, but now im on fire And your neck on the bottom of my shoe They wanna kill a nigga just 'cause im speaking the truth Bitch im just a real nigga, I don't know what else to do Why lie? When im speakin on my life Its the platinum on my ice Feel like i never get mine right Even though i try, i try, i try Even though i try, i try, i try Look i had a dream that one day I'ma become what i wanna be I gotta keep it a hundred Its been some time when i was fiending for company Anybody, i just needed someone with me Paranoid, know i need me a gun with me You my brother if you go on a hunt with me Scratch that, man, them niggas be wannabes They'll go with you to show they'll slide Can tell if you real if i look in your eyes Got no gun in the club, throw a hook when i die Boy you need to pick up a book, learn a lot I was crashing back then, im just glad im alive I could've been dead, im just glad i survived I'll spit in your face 'fore you fuck up my vibe And im in the A, swear to god im so high You can lose your life 'fore anybody know why Yeah, you know So niggas, god damn, hit the cut They get to spraying I got my stick, shit, my first instinct is to bust it Know what im saying nigga? Like "You a rapper, you aint supposed to be doing that" What the fuck you want me to do, die? In the back of my mind feel like cryin' but bitch im a soldier Thats just some' i cannot do I been toting that iron, been slanging it too Bitch i know that you lying, see its just me and you And yall left me outside to dry, but now im on fire And your neck on the bottom of my shoe They wanna kill a nigga just 'cause im speaking the truth Bitch im just a real nigga, I don't know what else to do Why lie? When im speakin on my life Its the platinum on my ice Feel like i never get mine right Even though i try, i try, i try Even though i try, i try, i try Look, and im steady spending For those of you who be wishing we could switch positions No, this shit ain't easy you trippin Im up now most all my friends done went missing I don't get it, high publicity, i just switch it I wanna change, my mind stuck in the trenches Gon' bust that flame to my opponents and finish I see the boy, i'm smiling, uppin' the semi (Grra) I can't turn around, won't go back No, i can't put the gun down, i can never lack Freak hoe, tell her "turn around" hit it from the back And everybody know what it is if i got on all black That lil' fuck nigga big cap, need a tall hat When i was down on my ass where the fuck was y'all at? When i was down on my ass where the fuck was you? Now you asking for some cash, i don't fuck with you You ain't my people, why lie? Run up, get hit like five times Stand up, got four more, thats a whole nine Four slugs on the floor now It's overkill, don't scream that shit if you don't know bout it Lil' overkill, if you looking for me In the back with some hoes probably In the back of my mind feel like cryin' but bitch im a soldier Thats just some' i cannot do I been toting that iron, been slanging it too Bitch i know that you lying, see its just me and you And yall left me outside to dry, but now im on fire And your neck on the bottom of my shoe They wanna kill a nigga just 'cause im speaking the truth Bitch im just a real nigga, I don't know what else to do Why lie? When im speakin on my life Its the platinum on my ice Feel like i never get mine right Even though i try, i try, i try Even though i try, i try, i try What is black ice? Even though i try, i try, i try Even though i try, i try, i try