three years

Imagine loving someone more than yourself Only to find out, they were someone else Sick of all the fights, all the drama, all the losses I wonder how many days it took you to forget it Losing my religion, holding my breath Can not say a word before thinking of it Caught up in the moments that we never had Took me three years to wake up and make my mind up After midnight, it was alright I wanna be with you but we can't Cause it's messed up, my dad hates you And my mom thinks you're the reason I'm no longer alive Imagine going back on that empty road You were nothing like the person that you showed How could you betray my tears on your shoulder? Mistook my trust for secret love disclosure And if you could, would you start... (All over?) Feeling like the world might come to an end You don't even know where I've been I could feel my heartbeat in your chest But you've cut up all the ties And fucked it up... Instead (Time, can heal, but boy, you won't) Losing my religion, holding my breath Can not say a word before thinking of it Caught up in the moments that we never had Took me three years to wake up and make my mind up After midnight, it was alright I wanna be with you but we can't Cause it's messed up, my dad hates you And my mom thinks you're the reason I'm no longer alive My friends... They all warned me About the person that you might be Losing my religion, holding my breath Can not say a word before thinking of it Caught up in the moments that we never had (Took me three years to wake up and make my) (To wake up and make my) If you hear this There's so many things I wanna say But I don't wanna ruin your day...