I Don't Know What I'm Doing Anymore

Logically I'm not listenin' to myself Why I can't walk away I need to put it up on my neatly dusted shelf And just dream of another day I don't know what I'm doin' anymore And I don't know why I persist I don't know what I'm doin' anymore Why I long for those fabulous lips and home Forever indebted to his curiosities Though I see it as a threat Oh, but all that he has taught me Through his neglect Mutual admiration Aimless fascination It's so vexing A complex fling Of things he'll never know There's too much to hear The will is not there I'm worth it, I, I swear I don't know what I'm doin' anymore And I don't know why I persist I don't know what I'm doin' anymore How'd I get myself back into this? He loves me like passing at night A rhyme that he writes but sometimes forgets And I will get just what I need I will end up right where I'm supposed to be And I refuse to be that she So baby, I know you won't But don't cry for me 'cause You don't know what you're doin' anymore And you don't know why you resist You don't know what you're doin' anymore Why you long for these fabulous lips, fabulous home And you don't know, no, no, no, no, no And you don't know, no, no, no, no, no, no And I don't know, no, no, no, no Yeah, oh, why I long for those fabulous lips and home, home