Never Going To Change

I put on my shoes and cover my bruise The sentiment see-through as glass I gave you my hand for your teeth to brand By light of the silvery gas I loosen my chin so you can reach in And metastasise all of my airways Your cruelty spreads from my feet to my head Corrupted but captivated I sing to remember then drink to forget Always the same We dance in the embers and think of regret And hide the shame Appraise and blame 'Cause we're never ever going to change I go with the flow but somehow you know The secrets I hide on my bookshelf I change all the locks and I bury the box The mystery we keep to ourselves I sing to remember then drink to forget Always the same We dance in the embers and mither regret And hide the shame Appraise and blame No we're never ever going to change My shackles are snapped, I might just be back I'm one in a million, a brilliant civilian The counter attack of the amnesiac Repetitive stories can get pretty boring I drink to the memories then kiss them away Back here again I feel so much joy, so I feel too much pain It's hard to explain and it's tough to sustain But we're never ever ever ever never ever going to change