Look it's the way I feel and it's the way I deal with all these thoughts in my head at night

And I just need to heal 'cause I just need to feel like I got some purpose in life

And so I keep it real 'cause I just can't conceal all these thoughts in my head at night

'Cause I just need to heal and I just need to feel like

Uh, look this my latest just an update I must say that I been up late

So many been divided by Biden and shit that Trump says,

These tough days

Just don't seem to be getting better we been going through it lately

But built to last through the weather

'Cause pressure be making diamonds and I been feeling it lately

I try to find a sign 'cause inside I know that this ain't the

Way we should be livin' we destine' for better things

And don't be callin' if we poppin' 'cause we just letting it ring, uh

I fight my feelings when I'm writing a verse

I know that people always change for the better or worse

So is it better to hurt, to learn to cop with the feelin'

Yeah you might have a scar but shit that means that you're healin I'm feelin'

Like, I'm in a league of my own

I got my phone on airplane mode when I go deep in my zone

Look I been eager to grow this flow meaner than most

I used to wanna get attention 'til I seen where it goes

Whoa

Look it's the way I feel and it's the way I deal with all these thoughts in my head at night

And I just need to heal 'cause I just need to feel like I got some purpose in life

And so I keep it real 'cause I just can't conceal all these thoughts in my head at night

'Cause I just need to heal and I just need to feel like

Uh, I lost myself for a moment

I was down with the lowest

A pen and pad how I'm copin'

Went through these pens like I'm bowling

All the times I was hopin' for better days in the rain

I had to struggle for a minute just to pray I don't cave in

Damn I'm sick of pouring to cope

Feel I'm drowning in these bottles someone throw me a rope

Feeling broken haven't woken no emotion or notion

But I'm still hopin' when I open up my eyes I can focus 'cause this shit

Gets to me when all I need is some clarity

I'm turning to this pen in search of some type of therapy

I ain't gonna act like I ain't got people there for me

But a pen and beat will let me be just right where I care to be

So just let me be (Let me be) (Let me be)

Let me be (Let me be) (Let me be)

Let me be (Let me be) (Let me be)

Just let me be

Look it's the way I feel and it's the way I deal with all these thoughts in my head at night

And I just need to heal 'cause I just need to feel like I got some purpose in life

And so I keep it real 'cause I just can't conceal all these thoughts in my head at night

'Cause I just need to heal and I just need to feel like

Look it's the way I feel and it's the way I deal with all these thoughts in my head at night

And I just need to heal 'cause I just need to feel like I got some purpose in life