Locked Down

It's my party and I'm crying I dont want to All I want All I really want babe Is you I don't want you to think I only write about boys But these days all I do is sit in my room And play with my toys Locked down in my own house Locked up in my head I wanna be out enjoying my youth But I'm forced indoors instead I wanna catch catch catch catch catch that plane I wanna fly fly fly fly fly away I don't ever wanna feel this way I just wanna stand on Balmoral Beach again The party's over, everybody left at two Last year you said things will be different Et Tu? I know every inch of my garden, I hate gardening I go on a little daily walk, just to try and feel something Locked up in my own house Locked down in my head I don't think I can function as before Thinking about my loves and losses Learning myself This constant uncertainty it ain't good for my health I wanna feel that engine roar away I wanna catch catch catch catch that plane I don't wanna revisit this stage I wanna walk on Sailor's Bay creek again again