Why wait till the sun goes down?

Live life I claim my crown

I look down on them

There are many things that I would like to say to you

but I don't know how

Why wait till the sun goes down

Live life I claim my crown

I look down on them

There are many things that I would like to say to you

but I don't know how

How do I say the words I want to say?

These demons in my brain I tell em not today

They say you crossed the line again this time you've got to pay

I don't have much left to give but I got lots to gain

So watch a montage of my life and you'll see lots of strain

Yeah you'll see lots of struggle, yeah you'll see lots of shame

Regrets, they say you reap what you sow

I promise you'll achieve what you believe in your soul

How can I tell her that I love her when everything I've loved I've lost

Rage fills up my brain until I feel to stand up and toss this table cross this fucking room

Feel like I can't function with you, probably know that's nothing new

My head is just a mess like my mind is in a minefield

So I go and finger a beat on and try rhyme to you how I feel

How can I tell her shes my everything?

When I've had to lose so many things

Now I'm my brains bouncer bad thoughts try not to let em' in

But life goes round like a wedding ring

Like the one he gave you so that you could start mending him

Just hope you don't replace me, so glad you had my babies

And maybe, in the end, I'll say that you're the one that saved me

Why wait till the sun goes down?

Live life I claim my crown

I look down on them

There are many things that I would like to say to you

but I don't know how

Dear Dpart

How do I process these thoughts into words

Out of all my battles, this one here has been the worst

Can you become a saint without sinning first?

Gotta learn to take these losses rarely win at first

I lay up in my bed in a position that is curled

Up into a ball think I'm too different for this world

And all my friends, are only round when I am up

And no one seems to want to help me out when I am stuck

And now it's like I got no friends, I think they're all done with man

I'm messaging you because you seem the type that understands

Dpart I'm from the Westrn, music's something that I'm into

The way you document your struggles and describe what you have been through

It helps me relate

Now I know I'm not alone in this

Got problems with self-harming guess that you could say I'm prone to it

But the way you air your laundry, and the way you seem to own that shit

Makes me think I can own mine to be strong ul on some boulder shit

And even though your charting now thanks for not ignoring me

It's like your music prepares me for what's in store for me

When you close your eyes I hope you don't see demons like me

Thank you for all you do sincerely people like me it's deep

Why wait till the sun goes down?

Live life I claim my crown

I look down on them

There are many things that I would like to say to you

but I don't know how

My heads strong from all the battles that I've been in

And this one's for the haters that are rattled that I'm winning

Envy, they say you reap what you sow

I promise you'll achieve what you believe in your soul

I said I promise