11 Days In

Been holding on too tight Been sleeping in too late Everything is paused Everything is shades of grey The window's open wide But I'm all out of faith The devil's in the water now He's finally found a place to stay We lock the doors and count our blessings and Throw them all away Only getting older as the clock ticks by and Daddy said remember not to waste your time But 11 Days in I'm still paralyzed I'm a mess and I know, I'll do better tomorrow Supposed to get warmer but it just stays cold and People aren't made to stay in alone, but 11 Days in, we've got so many to go Keep crossing off the days like tic tac toe Been trying not to cry But that's a losing battle No sunny days in sight And if there were it wouldn't matter, oh You wanna say sorry but it's not your fault You know that things could be worse but they could also be better And the world keeps turning to the tick of the clock Tick Tock Only getting older as the clock ticks by and Daddy said remember not to waste your time But 11 Days in I'm still paralyzed I'm a mess and I know, I'll do better tomorrow Supposed to get warmer but it just stays cold and People aren't made to stay in alone, but 11 Days in, we've got so many to go Keep crossing off the days like tic tac toe And no one ever wins We just circle back again And sometimes in the end There are some hurts that never fully mend We fill the holes and fix our clothes and then Start it all again Only getting older as the clock ticks by and Daddy said remember not to waste your time But 11 Days in I'm still paralyzed I'm a mess and I know, I'll do better tomorrow Supposed to get warmer but it just stays cold and People aren't made to stay in alone, but 11 Days in, we've got so many to go Keep crossing off the days like tic tac toe Only getting older as the clock ticks by and Daddy said remember not to waste your time But 11 Days in I'm still paralyzed I'm a mess and I know, I'll do better tomorrow Supposed to get warmer but it just stays cold and People aren't made to stay in alone, but 11 Days in, we've got so many to go Keep crossing off the days like Tic tac toe