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I know myself and this ain't me (yeah, yeah)

Post myself on the internet, but this ain't me, yeah

I keep it cool and show respect, but this ain't me (yeah)

I pour my heart out to the mic, ain't tryna tweet (ain't tryna tweet)

I don't need no hook 'cause I know the fish ain't gon' see it (yeah)

'Bout to write a book, and I'm the only one that's gon' read it, yeah (yeah)

My point bein', you ain't gotta feel it, I feel it, yeah (yeah, ooh)

This shit too lame, but I am the fool for playin' this game

Only got myself to blame, I wish these **** never knew my name

I wish I never spat no rap, but thank God, 'cause it took me out the trap

All that talk, take me out the chat, please-please, God, take me out the cap (ch-yeah)

You can ask my hood, I was a style icon before I rapped (yeah)

I get love in real life, I don't need double taps (I don't need)

Some of my fans young as 14, it's mad (it's mad)

'Cause I was 14 when I got stabbed, by 15, I seen the racks (yeah)

By 16, I seen a strap (yeah), 'bout 17, whippin' and drivin' (hey)

I was 18, fuckin' two baddies (huh)

At 19, I nearly got seven years for heroin inside that baggie (true stories)

I'm 25, and I got so many problems that still ain't vanish

I'm certified, you can ask my ex-chick or your favorite rapper (huh?)

It hurts that I gotta chain myself, I feel like an actor (feel like an actor)

'Cause when I was bein' myself, they call me a character (I'm a character, yeah)

Still, I back up, my life too real, I can't even put all the facts up (ch-yeah)

I was so broke, yeah, I was down

Just last week, I spent a hunnid thou' (spent a thou')

This "LIFE IN HELL" for real, it ain't just the album (hey, yeah)

My head above water, but I can't wait to drown (I can't wait to drown)

I can get a **** wacked, so I ain't gon' sweat it (I ain't gon' sweat it)

When I was depressed, I still made sure my **** go and get it (ch-yeah)

When I was depressed, I sat there, I had to be my own medic (nah, nah)

I was a real pill popper, I mixed the Perc' with the X, yeah (with the X)

I feel like I've been through every stage, fam

I feel like I've been through a lot of shit (ooh-ooh, oh-whoa)

But people didn't see, so they, they can't necessarily understand how I got here

Or how I got to this style or how I got to this

To this point in my life, you know I'm sayin'?

I really did this shit, I really been everywhere, I really (yeah)

I'm a young OG in that sense, know I'm sayin'? (Yeah-yeah, ch-yeah)

I used to call up a baddie and drop off the dough (trust)

She know she ridin', she comes, and she go (uh-huh)

Way before rap, my lines were blown

Everybody quiet when I'm on the phone (phew)

Seen **** die, the roads are cold (yeah, when I'm down)

Seen **** die, the roads are cold (ooh, yeah)

That's why I ain't afraid to pack up and go (yeah-yeah)

They love you more when you ain't with 'em no more (true stories)

I left so many codes in Friend or Foux (oh, whoa)

When I'm dead, I'm gone, that's when you know (yeah-yeah)

Yeah (crazy), yeah, hey, hey, yeah, yeah

Just gotta tell them, tell them how I feel sometimes

Yeah, hey, hey, yeah

Na-na-na, yeah, hey, hey, yeah, uh-huh-huh (hey)