Tryna B Chill

I've been Tryna Be chill But my brain It says "fuck you Have fun With this Mess you Made back When I lost you" I been Upset Most days Lately Feels uncomfortable Maybe I could Get out Of my head Fore I lose it all 'Stead of laying here Wondering how I lost the surface Slipped beneath the curtain Got caught up in my circus Chances are I'll be a Mess again I'm cursed but I'm learnin' to just surf This current 'Stead of fighting back Whole life been ridin' that Rumination wave Every time I felt ashamed Comes flyin' back Reliving everything My timeline Feels like inception Am I interceptin' Messages from Other dimensions Or Is it all in my head Is it all in my head I've been Tryna Be chill But my brain It says "fuck you Have fun With this Mess you Made back When I lost you" I been Upset Most days Lately Feels uncomfortable Maybe I could Get out Of my head Fore I lose it all