what was the last thing u said

What was the last thing you said? It took like over a year to get you out my head And now I can't sleep Thinking 'bout everything and all the things we did And I don't think I miss you I don't miss the shit that we been through But now I'm stuck with this Try not to reminisce or I think I'll start to miss you I don't know how to explain it A year of racking my brain and I hated it It's like I'm holding onto something that you never did It's like I'll never have something just like we did It's like I'll never hold hands with someone again It's like I'll never introduce them to my friends I guess it's the end Just fucking look at you You moved on so fast like, did you want me in the first place? I wish you the best but only mean that in the worst way Took you only a month to act like everything was okay You fell right in love with him like I was just a halfway Now I'm all on my own, need someone to talk to My friends all abandoned me 'cause they'd rather choose you This shit is so draining, need to do something brand new I get tossed up and used then thrown away like some old shoes Like fucking look at you I think that you're right, I'm not the person that I used to be I can't even hide that fact that this was all because of me I made my mistakes, I let my head get straight to jealousy All 'cause I thought you'd be the only one I ever see But you have to remind me, you have to remind me 'Cause I know you said something, something with meaning It was as I was leaving, I could've been dreaming You have to remind me, remind me of one thing What was the last thing you said? I swear I didn't mean to leave you on read But now it's morning, everyone's sleeping And I can't decide if I should get out of bed Like I don't wanna miss you I don't miss the shit that we been through But now I'm stuck with this Try not to reminisce or I think I'll start to miss you It seems like every day I look at the pictures A couple years of my life in a camera roll I'm thinking maybe I really miss it Reliving memories as I start to scroll It feels like lately I've been stuck and I can't reach my goals And I can't get myself out, I've been stuck in a hole I'm really starting to believe it's the end (Dude, at this point it doesn't even matter like) Every time they talk about us they say we went Hollywood but If there ever was a spot to take, I think they probably would 'cause Every single Zoloft that I take don't do me any good but Black hair, black nails, she thinks she's misunderstood but She don't know me like she think she does And I'll be lying if said I gave a single fuck And then you push me down and then you pick me up I'm like one fight away from getting tired and giving up Just fucking look at you You moved on so fast like did you want me in the first place I wish you the best but only mean that in the worse way Took you only a month to act like everything was okay You fell right in love with him like I was just a halfway Now I'm all on my own, need someone to talk to My friends all abandoned me 'cause they'd rather choose you This shit is so draining, need to do something brand new But after all that was said, I don't regret that I knew you