Stay

Feels like I'm running in circles Stuck on the stairs between stories I'm tired and I'm bored of the same thing But I can't stop thinking about a one way ticket out I don't care if it rains everyday where I'm going I'd rather have an umbrella than be staring out the window So tell me Why I can't live my life this way And tell me Why I should stay Sometimes I feel like a boxer And I'm just beating myself up I can't let it be my fault I'm still here I've been trying for months and failing for years I just want to get out of this place I'd hit the road with the change in my pocket I don't care if it rains everyday I'd rather have an umbrella than be staring out the window Maybe years from now I will see you in town And I'll wonder why I ever tried to listen to ya And you'll notice me as you try to seem Better than everything you bet that I would never be