Suffocate

You can run it back again, but I know how this story ends If it seems I'm on the mend, I promise you it's just pretend And every time I tell myself I've had enough I realize I'm not the man I thought I was Still worshipping a poison that is killing me A losing game that I have no intentions of winning Suffocate, with dreams I will burn ('Cause it's all I'm worth) Watch me throw away the lessons I've learned When will I ever learn? Running from myself has always been the first tactic Dealing with tragic occurrences internalized Cutting the ties in thе blink of an eye I'll try to rationalize еverything I fucked up Even though all the blame is in my name I've got nothing to gain from admitting to myself and everyone else I made a mistake I can never take back Suffocate, with dreams I will burn ('Cause it's all I'm worth) Watch me throw away the lessons I've learned In a war that I can't win with such a clever medicine It's so easy to forget, so just run it back again Every time I tell myself, "enough" I'm lying But this is what I deserve Suffocate, with dreams I will burn ('Cause it's all I'm worth) Watch me throw away the lessons I've learned Oh