album cover
Personal
album cover
Personal was released on April 16, 2021 by Praetorian/Maximus Music Records as a part of the album Personal - Single
April 16, 2021
LabelPraetorian/Maximus Music Records
LanguageEnglish
BPM100
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

Music Video

Music Video

Lyrics

Working on myself how can I love somebody else
When I don’t love myself too scared you’d put me on the shelf
And all the nights I cried myself to sleep
Praying you wouldn’t leave
Shots go out to the offspring I’ve got no self esteem
And I know I can be crazy
My anxiety hates me
Lost in my mind daydreaming
Loving vices I’m day drinking
Don’t make me start ignition
Because I get too scarred go distant
We can’t fall apart division
You got my heart my feelings
And I pray you stay the same for me
Because you were everything I needed
Got my heart and now it’s bleeding
Don’t run from me don’t fall away
Don’t know why I bother you got some audacity
You see right through me you change my opacity
I grew up with trauma it shape my reality
Long talks with my mama to change my mentality
Baby what’s good
In my bag in my feelings
Swear I have good intentions
I’m there center of attention
But I’m still fucking with you
And I know I can be crazy
My anxiety hates me
Lost in my mind daydreaming
Loving vices I’m day drinking
Don’t make me start ignition
Because I get too scarred go distant
We can’t fall apart division
You got my heart my feelings
And I pray you stay the same for me
Because you were everything I needed
Got my heart and now it’s bleeding
Don’t run from me don’t fall away
Lords knows when I get like this
Not a lot to say when I’m in my feels
Scarred from the past find a way to heal
Truth hurts baby I’m just trying to keep it real
If you ever go then my world turn grey
Smoked away the pain now my lungs they stained
Try to unlearn what’s ingrained
Going insane was it all in vain
I know I can be crazy
My anxiety hates me
Written by: Zaria Freeman Joyner
instagramSharePathic_arrow_out􀆄 copy􀐅􀋲

Loading...