Persona (feat. Hotel Books)

I feel nothing for your apologies Break down open doors such a foolish thing Holding myself back, keep from losing what I lack Keep my heart in the abstract, keep having panic attacks The medicine got me coping for your hope when I'm alone Let us in, I won't bother making this my only home, I will find the light of life I tried to let you in but it was counterfeit A false pretense is telling me I can't commit I keep putting myself last, I'm sick of it But I'm a piece of puzzle, and I don't know where I fit But I'm a piece of puzzle, and I don't know where I fit Some how I crawl even when I know I'm falling Watching from the outside, I know that you're stalling Do you even know my name anymore Does the mirror know what you've been hoping for I tried to let you in but it was counterfeit A false pretense is telling me I can't commit And I keep putting myself last, I'm sick of it I'm a piece of puzzle, and I don't know where I fit And I can keep quiet, until I see violet I'm ready to begin again, but I'm a piece of a puzzle And I don't even know what it is We're about to find out how malleable our trust truly is The rust on the edge is eroding my coating left from this brittle Fragile remnants of a past left to fall apart Or start with less erosion, begging for an explosion Or something with enough impact for us to not want to go back Demanding what the heart can take cause what are you if not true to yourself And your mental health begging for another ache Or understanding none of this is too deep I'm not asking for more than what I deserve just something I can keep So I keep me Who am I, if I don't know where I fit Who am I, if I don't know where I fit I tried to let you in but it was counterfeit A false pretense is telling me I can't commit And I keep putting myself last, I'm sick of it I'm a piece of puzzle, and I don't know where I fit And I can keep quiet, until I see violet I'm ready to begin again, but I'm a piece of a puzzle And I don't even know what it is I don't even know what it is I don't know where I fit