Hillside (feat. Rav)

Some friends, they come they go Some days just want to lay low How come still walking this slow? Look to the past, feel that confidence flow I'm living all this growth I feel so ominous though Nights seem blurred, gonna call it Van Gogh When the colors all run and the olive branch broke Look at him now, he don't even know, no Bein' so loud, feelin' so proud, feelin' so low now If I don't feel it now, I'm gonna feel it when I'm older (Yeah) Feelin' like everyday is slow, feelin' like everything is Past tense, pace was different, outlast them Praise the instant; don't cash in Every day on my ass, better add some action Fruits don't come from your passions Thе truth don't live in no mansions Euphemisms don't mask shit Still you pretеnd to know half of it It's no accident, that all this shit come crashin' in You know it's not just happenin' to you So you'll grow after this It's crude, goes through no packagin' You just gotta break shit down Or you will never make it out Thinkin' all the wasted hours You can never change them now (Yeah, yeah) Ain't no way to reign entropy Flip pages back, it's our history Just got to find a reason to be kind, believe it Nevermind the pieces, take this from me I was stuck on misery and private, public blistering No time for love and listening To other people visibly So what? (Yeah) Yeah, had to change my mind a bit It's a nine to five to shift Thoughts that fight for the right to exist All my life in a lie for the id All my pride getting tied to this shit I didn't like that I like to pretend Endless cycles, it's time to forget (Yeah) Some friends, they come they go Some days just want to lay low How come still walking this slow? Look to the past, feel that confidence flow I'm living all this growth I feel so ominous though Nights seem blurred, gonna call it Van Gogh When the colors all run and the olive branch broke Look at him now, he don't even know, no Bein' so loud, feelin' so proud, feelin' so low now If I don't feel it now, I'm gonna feel it when I'm older (Yeah) Feelin' like everyday is slow, feelin' like everything is Past tense, slight mishaps turn to accidents Exaggerate all my oversights through hindsight Mask embarrassment, how arrogant No foresight, where my glasses been? My vocab: buts, ifs, ampersands No insight, like a camping trip See, one hundred and ten percent Of all the time I have I spend counting the sand that's at my feet I hope I look up at least once before it's passed my teeth Go through each day, slow and awake, and then I'm fast asleep Hoping to change the older days, surpassing past defeats (R-A-V) Some friends, they come they go Some friends, fuck up but grow But it ain't my job to hold their hand They better trust their own Thinking about the ways I have enabled (Word) Others flaws to fit a shared jigsaw Puzzle on the table made of compromises Time to optimize this flow And reduce apologizing 'cause my bottom line's my own If you've got my back, then my steps forward shouldn't ever hurt ya I'll leave it up to you to catch up, or deal with your inertia Some friends, they come they go Some days just want to lay low How come still walking this slow? Look to the past, feel that confidence flow I'm living all this growth I feel so ominous though Nights seem blurred, gonna call it Van Gogh When the colors all run and the olive branch broke Look at him now, he don't even know, no Bein' so loud, feelin' so proud, feelin' so low now If I don't feel it now, I'm gonna feel it when I'm older (Yeah) Feelin' like everyday is slow, feelin' like everything is Strange and vague No! Let's stay like this forever!