Intention

I know you're up Its getting late but I know Bet its hard, it's complicated Not given up But the pain never stop no The pain never stop I feel like I've been lost I'm sorry I misguided you I'm covered in frost I don't know what I'm going through The mirrors on the wall Says it all Like I lied but I didnt, but I still kept it hidden It was all so forbidden, I'm lost It was never my intention To leave you scarred from a stupid lie The tension, slowly killing me inside I was losing your attention I know you hurt as much as I It was never my intention Never my intention Hope you didn't cry your eyes out Hope you found release I understand you want a time-out 'Cus for days you been working O.T You know I knew it would happen But I never knew when that would be In my mind always knew it'd backfire Ricochet on me For the moment there I thought that I would lose it all Only blaming myself but I know its not my fault I wanted to explain, wish I could call Like I lied but I didn't, but I still kept it hidden It was all so forbidden, I'm lost It was never my intention To leave you scarred from a stupid lie The tension, slowly killing me inside I was losing your attention I know you hurt as much as I It was never my intention Never my intention I'm sorry that I lied to you Wasn't a lie, but I felt it too Didn't know what I had to lose 'Till I got replaced by your other boo It was never my intention Now I'm wondering maybe all of it's just a dream But I smile through it all when your name's showing on my screen I never lied to you once, doesn't mean nothing's wrong Just don't put it all on me I know you're right, but you're wrong Cause I'm right, but I'm wrong Just don't put it all on me It's going both ways, none of us were really doing okay I'm hoping one day, we're clicking like we used to You're my entrée It was never my intention To leave you scarred from a stupid lie The tension, slowly killing me inside I was losing your attention I know you hurt as much as I It was never my intention Never my intention I'm sorry that I lied to you Wasn't a lie, but I felt it too Didn't know what I had to lose 'Till I got replaced by your other boo It was never my intention Now I'm wondering maybe all of it's just a dream But I smile through it all when your name's showing on my screen