Twilight Town

I've gotten restless, I'm a little worse for wares

My hands are bare and I am freezing cold

But when I come to my senses, the one thing I can swear

I promise that I'll make you proud

If people saw me how I picture myself in my head

Would they love me instead? Or push me further away?

Push me further away

I've gotten reckless, I know it's not fair

Locked myself up with no plan

Now, I'm panicking of running out of

I was slapping on the glass till my palms turned into fists

Fucked up my hands, bled down my wrist

I watched the blood slow dance onto the carpet

If people saw me how I picture myself in my head

Would they love me instead? Or push me further away?

If you keep pulling at my strings while I am made of thread

Surely, you want me dead, so don't ask me to stay

I was banging on the glass so someone would let me in

What's sad is that I knew no one was even in the room, and

If I told anyone about the things that I'm thinking

I'm sure they'd help me out, but I can't see past my own doubt

If people saw me how I picture myself in my head

Would they love me instead? Or push me further away?

If you keep pulling at my strings while I am made of thread

Surely, you want me dead, so don't ask me to stay