Not Where I'm Going

[VERSE 1]

My mother's kind of worried

But she keeps it to herself

I've been running around but I don't see myself slowin down

Can you blame me for the questions

Want to dive into the world

When I carry the world on my shoulders

Can you feel when it all washes over

[PRE-CHORUS]

Swimmin the surface of all my mistakes

How can I love when i feel far away

Tired of fighting the tide and i've drifted away from myself

[CHORUS]

Maybe I'll go back to the city

Maybe I'll find someone with a heart of gold

Maybe I'll smoke that weed I got for free

Yeah i know how the story's told

I know that's where I've been but it's not where I'm going

Ahh

[VERSE 2]

All my friends are gettin married

Do I really have to go

Because all that it does is remind me that I'm all alone

[PRE-CHORUS]

I don't need them feelin sorry for me

Everything feels like it's just happening

Who's in control is it you is it me is it god I'm not breathin

[CHORUS]

Maybe I'll go back to the city

Maybe I'll find someone with a heart of gold

Maybe I'll smoke that weed I got for free

Yeah i know how the story's told

I know that's where I've been but it's not where I'm going

Ahh

Ahh

Ooh

Ahh

[CHORUS]

Maybe I'll go back to the city

Maybe I'll find someone with a heart of gold

Maybe I'll smoke that weed I got for free

Yeah I know how the story's told

I know that's where I've been but it's not where I'm goin

Ahh