JC, real one for them

Only straight facts

Listen

Yeah

22 and I ain't getting younger

Had this cold fire burning in my belly, it was hunger

Woke me from my slumber

No, I can't trust ya

So I wear eyes on my jumper

This shit I didn't conjure

Stuck inside my mind, thoughts cloudy like thunder

Sometimes I wonder

Would this shit ever have happened if I didn't take your number?

I'm riding clutch 'cause no one's in the passenger

Worst thing, I'm not mad at ya

Glad I'm de-attached from ya

I just lost respect for you when you moved on so fucking fast

Heart bleeding, it's a massacre

After everything that I did for ya

I

Put you first, put you first

Every day I put you first

You left me feeling all cursed

You could have put me in a hearse

But I had to finish this verse

I'm feeling all burst

I'm done putting all of my feeling aside

Left me with some scars, but I'm glad you ain't mine

I'm fighting off all these demons inside me

But I'm still grinding

But I'm still shining

But no one knows me and how I done battled my mind and

They never ask, but I'm fine and

I just mix vodka with lime and

Fuck a hater, I'll keep smiling

I found this shit so enlightening

No longer got pain on my mind

I'm switching these lanes when I'm driving

Speed fast in the car that's an automatic

I might whizz right past while you're caught in traffic

Dsquared the jeans, might Dior the jacket

Get my bread from a stream, never whipped the magic

Gotta make it happen, no, I'm never capping

Got fam in the can, so I'm never trapping

Fakes on my line, boy, allow the chatting

Tryna bless all my team, it ain't you I'm splashing

These demons in my mind come wave after wave

Wave after wave

I'm slowly drifting

Drifting away, and it feels like I'm drowning

Pulling against the stream

So fuck what you're feeling

J still keeping it real and

Brain still switching on me, still switching on me

That's my OCD and

Certain man begging and fiendin'

They just wanna cop a new season

Went cold, now my heart's freezin'

Stacking till I touch this ceiling now

I just wanna make this this dough, it's like

Can't see the signs on the road, it's like

Could my choice be wrong? Could my choice be right?

Heart turn cold, it's as cold as ice

'Cause she broke me twice

Grind stay high and they noticed mine

Mileage high, I might roll this time

Late-night trips, overthinking shit

Wanna sink this ship, but I know that's life

So I don't have time

No time for a hater

Started off this with a camera, now they're all watching me one millie later

JC still chasing this paper

Stacking this dough like a baker

I'm on my grind like a skater

Chasing this dream till I wake up