Drunk and Confused

How can I live now I'm drunk and confused How can you be patient with me Yeah I'm Drunk and confused Misused miss led Wishing i was fucking dead But i rest my case Rest my head I'm not dead at least But I hope That I can Rest In Peace I'm Trapped in my mind Outta line Im not fine Im okay living life as a lie But I'm Ending the fight called life living in the dark despite I'm not far from the light Im Drunk and confused Refused renewed Removed Nobody's defused I'm battered and bruised Waiting in a bubble coz I always lose And I don't know what I'm meant to do How can You live now Your drunk and confused How can I be patient with you Yeah Drunk and confused I feel used On drugs didn't mean to get fucked but that's my current view Shit mixed with booze Jamming on a blues cruise jump off cruise feeling blue just for you But Is this the life I lead But this depression fuels the fire for my lighter and it burns the fucking weed Creates a need not a want But I'm free To be me What you see is what you get but what you get ain't what you see And I don't Mean to infringe With a Fucking syringe I'm not a Drug addict but I Still binge I'm a Fucking loser but I Still win I'm a Lonely kid but I'm a demon when I sin How can I live now I'm drunk and confused How can you be patient with me Yeah How can You live now Your drunk and confused How can I be patient with you Yeah