How will I know when I get there ay

Will I ever know, it’s my DNA (x2)

Eyes up at the ceiling 2am

Mind is running here we go again

Feels like driving in the darkness with no headlights, yeah

And anxiety’s my chauffeur for the long ride

I’m likeI love myself, I hate myself

Why am I always being so damn hard on myself?

I

Wish that I could let go of the things I can’t change

How will I know, will I know when I get there?

Oh I just take day by day, it’s DNA, can’t help it

Sometimes I swallow pills to taste some happiness

Sometimes I’m tired of doing what the doctor says

Oh woah

How will I know, will I know when I get there?

Will I get there?

How will I know when I get there, ay

Will I ever know, it’s my DNA (x2)

Try to show my mumma I’m alright

Force myself to take a step outside

Oh fuck, I shoulda bought that waterproof mascara, ugh

It’s just in my makeup I can’t shower off

All the voices in my head that say, you’ll never be good enough no not today

I

Wish that I couldlet go of the way that I see things

oh

How will I know, will I know when I get there?

Oh I just take day by day, it’s DNA can’t help it

Sometimes I swallow pills to taste some happiness

Sometimes I’m tired of doing what the doctor says

Oh woah

How will I know, will I know when I get there

Will I get there?

How will I know when I get there, ay

Will I ever know, it’s my DNA (x2)

Woah, oh

How will I know when I get there, ay

Will I ever know, it’s my DNA (will I ever know? Ay)

How will Iknow when I get there, ay

Will I ever know, it’s my DNA (oh woah oh)

How will I know when I get there, ay

Will I ever know, it’s my DNA (how will I know, will I know when I get there? It’s my DNA)

How will I know when I get there, ay

Will I ever know, it’s my DNA (how will I know, will I know?)

How will I know when I get there, ay

Will I ever know, it’s my DNA (oh woah, it’s my DNA)

How will I know when I get there, ay

Will I ever know, it’s my DNA (uh,ah)