Sum It All Up

So where do I start, nitpicking my brain, unfair to my heart, to risk it for fame

My distance arranged, now it's misconstrued, with a list of clues, and breadcrumbs but

My head spun

Left to right, light gestures tonight, I joke about the fight, conflictions, evictions

Love and division, whose lips is she kissing, deep talks in the kitchen, but I hate to admit

It, or cave to the critics, strong arming over spinach, when the money's out of limits

Cause it's values all been diminished, but fuck it all, at last just forget it, forget it

Let it all go, just let it all go, I can't help but sum it all up

Now I'm telling stories, fables and allegories, so set the table for me, like a mistress

Unloyal, scouting for greener soil, spike punchlines to a comedic foil, that arc is

Repetitive, like Stars lost to sedatives, coke, and meth, so they cope with the stress

Becoming heroes in death, that's the least we expect, just let em know in advance, like

A fat check, so they live it up to the last breath

But I digress, to the southwest, undecided which route's best, filming the movies

Downing all my trulys , figured I'm assuming, grandma and uncle are the roomies, yet again

Sick of this trend, then they kick out your friends, that didn't mean to offend, but that's

A means to an end, walking on eggshells, till the second I blaze trails, and raise sails

Shipping and receiving, don't waste it all and always dreaming

Let it all go, just let it all go, I can't but sum it all up

The day is here, as crystal is clear, cause I chose to appear, hidden no longer, with

Insecurities, stronger than I used to be, done trying to convince those who refuse to

See, sounds cliche, but there's truth to the phrase, nickels and dimes, streams to the

Plays, dynamics of the waves, if I manage to maintain, and you look at me strange, know

What I made of good for a change, so I'm cutting loose from the fangs, drawing blanks for

The noose, and it hangs, the truth hurts, and it's worse than the shame, even if they

Don't remember your name, you're just a damn product of yesterday

Let it all go, just let it all go, I can't help but sum it all up