Hold On

Yeah Weary about the choices that I make To cage myself in these good girl facades But I don't wanna be good forever baby The pain arouses me, but it's still sharp I don't wanna wait forever baby Growing old while trying to be young It's pushed against the ceiling of my thoughts To shed some tears for always being wrong Late, shy, away or just too lost Cold, I know, but I'm melting for you (melting for you) Oh, no, I don't want to be wrong forever baby I'm tryna find some chaos to my calm I gotta hold on I gotta hold on Hold on to my golden love Hold on, the escape is almost here Hold on, the release will set me free The years they pass like liquid in the sun And maybe I will drown in its control A failure to feel comfortable and safe But I sold my soul three nights ago To Jimmy who rides his bicycle Knows the songs I know Jimmy even moves all spiritual But break my hopes and so I'm layering with self-control Back to square one I shed some tears for always being wrong Late, shy, away or just too lost Cold, I know, but I'm melting for you Oh, but I don't want to be wrong forever baby And I'm just tryna find some chaos to my calm Gotta hold on (gotta hold on) I gotta hold on (hold on) Hold on to my golden love Hold on, the escape is almost here Hold on, the release will set me free Now bring it back now Now, I gotta hold on, hold on (oh-oh-oh)