Here's To You

I'm tired of fighting with myself I'm tired of living in this living hell I'm tired of convincing myself I'm not tired I'm so cold Someone activate these bones Too weak to stand on my own You need to get up shut up lose what you can't control So here's to you Here's to the broken lamp on the bedroom floor When you had too much to think Here's to you All the afternoons with the curtains pulled removed Dancing with the pain, here's to you It's sick how its come to this Broken pieces I can't fix I'm sick of making myself so sick I'm so lost Someone rearrange these thoughts If these walls could talk They'd say get up get out keep your fingers crossed So here's to you Here's to the makeup stains on the sofa arm Cause you had too much to feel Here's to you All of the miles pacing back and forth The room The long walks in your head, here's to you I tell myself things I'd never say To my worst enemy on my worst day Oh Despite the pain Of all the things that I can't change Passing time endless rain My Flooded eyes they wash away But you I'd always keep the same Here's to you Oh the pressure building in my lungs Who knew That the air was weighted Here's to you Making amends and stitching up these wounds Some things never change so Here's to better days, here's to you