Happy

If I opened up my mind to let someone else inside It'd be scary I would die If they ever saw my life I don't think anyone wants to come in anyway What if it all goes blank and they see me for my hate It'd be scary it would take all the courage to placate All these thoughts run around and nobody deserves this right now I wanna be so happy I wanna ride that high I wanna be so happy Wish I could feel alive Ha-ha-ha happy Ha-ha-ha happy Ha-ha-ha happy Ha-ha-ha happy All the thoughts may just implode from my self doubt overload Dissolve into thin air let my conscious come and go Want to feel what it's like when inside is sanctified Hoping to find it's not so hollow I wanna be so happy I wanna ride that high I wanna be so happy Wish I could feel alive Ha-ha-ha happy Ha-ha-ha happy Ha-ha-ha happy Ha-ha-ha happy I swear I've tried I swear I've tried I swear I've tried I swear I've tried Ha-ha-ha happy Ha-ha-ha happy Ha-ha-ha happy Ha-ha-ha happy I wanna be so happy I wanna ride that high I wanna be so happy Wish I could feel alive Ha-ha-ha happy (I wanna be so) Ha-ha-ha happy (I wanna be so) Ha-ha-ha happy (I wanna be so) Happy