Lose Myself

It's coming back again Killing me, killing me, do you think that I kicked it? I feel it in myself Breaking it, breaking it, anything for a mere hit And I try to be somebody else, but fall back to myself Because I'm at it again Pulling me, pulling me to the depths and I've faded It takes me right from the start I'm fading now You say I'm the monster in your fairy tale And I didn't save you when you called for help I'm fighting for my life while you drag my reputation Through the dirt until the very end I don't wanna lose myself, lose myself I've already lost I'm coming back again Killing it, killing it, do you think that I made it? I feel it in myself Breaking it, breaking it and I just can't stop it And I try to be somebody who could recognise themselves Then it happens again You say I'm the monster in your fairy tale And I didn't save you when you called for help I'm fighting for my life while you drag my reputation Through the dirt until the very end I don't wanna lose myself, lose myself I don't wanna lose myself, lose myself You lied, I broke Inside your world of make believe But who's to say what I'll be? Maybe they'll see the best of me Lose myself, lose myself (I could lose myself) Lose myself, lose myself (I could lose myself) Lose myself, lose myself (I could lose myself) Lose myself, lose myself (lose myself) I've already lost You say I'm the monster in your fairy tale And I didn't save you when you called for help I'm fighting for my life while you drag my reputation Through the dirt until the very end I don't wanna lose myself, lose myself I don't wanna lose myself, lose myself I've already lost