i don't really mind

When I'm in the dark I long for the light But I feel alive At night I keep lingering in the alleyway My friends told me not to mind Biting fingernails until Blood comes out It's a habit I can't hide Yeah Maybe I'm even worse than All of his reputations combined Yeah I'm not the best at knowing myself I'm loving the pain and I don't know why Yeah And I don't know why Maybe I don't really mind Yeah I don't really mind Maybe I just wanna feel high Yeah that's what it's like to be alive Maybe they will say oh my Think I never seen you so wild I'm in love with this pain And I don't know why yeah And I don't know why Maybe I don't really mind yeah I don't really mind yeah I feel high Yeah this what it's like to be alive Maybe they'll say, oh my Think I never seen you so wild I'm in love with this pain And I don't know why yeah And I don't know why Maybe I don't really mind yeah I don't really mind yeah Fighting all the tides Low highs all combined I get sick and tired They say love your enemies But my enemy's all I fall for in life Shadows and demons made up my time I get used to their cold eyes Maybe I'm even worse than All of his reputations combined Yeah I'm not the best at knowing myself I'm loving the pain and I don't know why Yeah And I don't know why Maybe I don't really mind Yeah I don't really mind Maybe I just wanna feel high Yeah that's what it's like to be alive Maybe they will say oh my Think I never seen you so wild I'm in love with this pain And I don't know why yeah And I don't know why Maybe I don't really mind yeah I don't really mind yeah Feel high Yeah that's what it's like to be alive Maybe they will say oh my Think I never seen you so wild I'm in love with this pain And I don't know why yeah And I don't know why Maybe I don't really mind yeah I don't really mind yeah Hmm, I don't really mind yeah, yeah I don't really mind yeah But my enemy's all I fall for in life And I don't know why Maybe I don't really mind yeah I don't really mind yeah