When We Were 13

I wake up I brush my teeth I run my hand through my hair Just like you'd do before you opened your eyes Before you woke up Before you saw me for what I was You left your sweatshirt at my house And I can't move it now it just collects dust Next to a box of your stuff And I'm too scared to go through it Don't wanna see what you left me Don't wanna see your heart broken in pieces Next to rings you bought when we were 13 Don't wanna open it up now Like it still means something to you When it's so easy to say that you've moved on Tell my friends you hate me as if it's true I go to work I take my break I laugh and joke with my friends And with you'd look through me like I wasn't there Like we didn't work Like you can't see into me Like you know just who I am Not like I'm everything you want me to be And still it's calling to me And I'm too scared to go through it Don't wanna see what you left me Don't wanna see your heart broken in pieces Next to rings you bought when we were 13 Don't wanna open it up now Like it still means something to you When it's so easy to say that you've moved on Tell my friends you hate me as if it's true And I don't know why You don't see what they all see Why you'd wanna give me a chance To break your heart again baby And I don't know why You still see this side of me When I've told you I can't change And I'm just trying to let you be free God aren't you scared to go through this Don't you remember why you left me Do you want your heart broken Don't you know I'm not as whole as I was at 13 Like I'm gonna open up now Why do I still mean something to you What will it take to get you to move on Tell your friends you hate me it should be true I know I do