Mask Ov Lies

I was too young to understand

What you said never made any sense to me

Being caught in this mess

Two became one by force not reason

I waited for a better day

The darkness comes for me

This isn't who I am

I need to breathe again

Don't want to suffocate

I wore the same mask for years on end

Kept it to myself

Tired of letting this slip, how could you be so selfish?

One act of selflessness could save this mess

You are nothing to me

Force my hand to suffocate the darkness

Weighed down, to the deep of the world

Water, fills my lungs

Sink beyond the dark

Take it, take it to heart

Please tell me, Father

Can I save myself?

Like you saved yourself from raising your daughter

Tried to push it forward

I tried to make it work

You never pulled any strings

For all the days that you missed

She never understood your ways

She was too young to understand your disgrace

Is this what you want?

Is this the family you say that you love?

Force my hand to suffocate the darkness

Weighed down to the deep of the world

Water, fills my lungs

Sink beyond the dark

Take it, take it to heart

Father, is this what you wanted?

Is this what you meant by love?

I will hold you to your name

For what you became to me

Monster

A path consumed by your hate

There is no light to guide your way

Would you ever rue the day?

Watch how it all turn to grey

Those tears in my eyes

They speak of where we are and where we've been

I will hold you to your name

You've become what I fear the most

Monster

Monster