Cap Guns

Oz, you're a big dog now I was young and used to think of cap guns back when I was havin' fun Now I'm caught up in this rap shit, gamblin' my life for one Lookin' back at shit from my past, it ain't much I haven't done Tryna learn from mistakes like my last one 'cause I got a son Started off just shootin' baskets, then we was ditchin' classes Smokin' gas and havin' fistfights later turned to blastin' Grew up, got immune to madness, you couldn't even imagine Broskie and get to see my mansion, I carried his casket Went, did time, until he got back, I carried his ratchet I was trappin', ain't unwrap it, it stayed in the plastic Tellin' broskie, "Wear a mask", 'cause it play with his asthma Gage wasn't even five foot seven, he carryin' plasmas Could've went to school in Dallas and played for the Mavericks Instead, I adapted to Essex and stayed with the savages Mama said stay where I'm at, don't come back, she ain't havin' it Now, when she ask for the racks, it's 5K on the average Look at how they had us Look at all those tragedies Hell yeah, we start trappin', shit Look at all us, raggedy Thank my OG for havin' me (havin' me) Fried bologna when I had to eat (when I had to eat) All of my teens, I was ridin' in the streets (I was ridin') Now we the richest that got over east (ay) Never forgot who was laughin' at me 'Member before rap, I was strapped with the heat Know all the niggas was clappin' at me (clappin' at me) Never told police what happened to me 90 hollows when we clap at the G Never reply to who rappin' to me Never was askin' for drama Just stayed in a spot where if they catch me lack, shit'll squeeze One to the back, he collapsed to his knees Ain't have to give him that extra 15 If I would've died in my prime News would've said that he just was a teen But I was a teen out doin' some reckless things I had a strap in my jeans Shout out 2013 That's when I lost Kobe and Peewee I kept a Glizzy at 23 Folks saw the opps with the 3D That's my kinfolk, we ain't GD My chain got rocks like BBs Maybach seats got TVs My C money, Rolls with VVs The opps hoes know all my CDs The opps damn near wanna be me Gotta go the other way when they see me If a nigga broke, how he gonna see me? Gave niggas hope, why else they need me? I be everywhere, probably Bahimi Bitches partyin' all in bikinis Baby, I don't even drink martinis Exotic pack got a hat like a genie Smokin' Backs for my stress, let it ease me Gotta make this boss shit look easy But you know it's everything but easy Money over everything, it please me Money gone, everything gon' leave me Where was they before my watch was freezy? To get what they want, watch them deceive me They don't even know me, how they believe me? Sometimes I be thinkin' from me to me It be hard for somebody else bein' me Back and forth, tryna balance the Ms My lovers and friends, I'm caught in a frenzy Thinkin' what my mama was sayin' about all of my friends Now all of 'em dead (damn) Wishin' I could call them again Do it all again, but it's all in my head (damn) Was it really wrong what we did? If we ain't go as hard as we did, probably all'll be dead Lean on each other, came through for another, that's all that we had They don't understand, so "Callin' me lawyer again," that's all that we said Everywhere we stand Them people was on us for playin' them corners again But they don't understand