How to Love (feat. Strugglechildd)

This Yungg Jayt, I can't come to the phone right now Please leave a message after the beep I don't even know why I keep trying with you You never pick up You never there for me It's like, you don't even love me any more (I'm sorry) Lately I been changing I don't know if it's for the better I don't know how to love so I had to write this letter I don't know if i'm the one but I ain't been feeling special I don't know how to love I don't think i'm going to settle Don't think love is destined for me I'm tryna be the best I can be Don't think love is destined for me I'm tryna be the best I can be I don't know how to love, yea this here getting upsetting I think i'm better off alone, think I found my obsession Gangsta love, this here is like a lethal weapon Can't let you too close, nun personal for my protection Both been through heart breaks, so what's the point in rushing in Don't know if we should take it slow or should we just start off as friends Or did I misinterpret these feelings, should we jump in the deep end I don't know if I can ever trust again You said you scared of love, well shit me too My brain saying go for it but my heart is still confused Heart talking like "look at all this damage you put me through" Don't need you to the blame, I guarantee that it ain't you I don't like to fall in love 'cus, I know it's destined to end So if I push you away and try to treat you like a friend I only count on myself 'cus I know that I can depend I can't ever let my heart be hurt again Lately I been changing I don't know if it's for the better I don't know how to love so I had to write this letter I don't know if i'm the one but I ain't been feeling special I don't know how to love I don't think i'm going to settle Don't think love is destined for me I'm tryna be the best I can be Don't think love is destined for me I'm tryna be the best I can be They told me love was a drug, I didn't believe it And I been hurt before, so use to people leaving And I don't know how to love, I don't blame you if you leave Don't know how to trust, it ain't easy for me No i'm not a player, I just crush a lot Say you hate me, but you love when I giving you back-shots yea I know she gone drop the draws when I give her the stare Knee-deep in your body, make you wooo like Ric Flair Forty-eight missed calls you been beating up my phone And you telling all your friends I did you wrong You be thinking that i'm cheating but i'm really in the yo And if we fucking keep it player shawty, keep it on the low Keep it a stack, I ain't trying to be your man Gamble with my heart, I probably won't see it again And i'm sick and tired of heartbreaks And I don't know how to love Lately I been changing I don't know if it's for the better I don't know how to love so I had to write this letter I don't know if i'm the one but I ain't been feeling special I don't know how to love I don't think i'm going to settle Don't think love is destined for me I'm tryna be the best I can be Don't think love is destined for me I'm tryna be the best I can be