Like a Body

Spending nights squeezing into the trunk of your car Like a body, but I'm not dead, just rotting Shower curtains tend to give me the fright of my life I check behind them almost every fucking night I guess I hate you or maybe I just hate myself I'm a child, but baby, I'm so tired Cut my hair with a knife and now I look like shit Does it get any different, or could this be it? Don't ask me how I'm doing How am I supposed to know? The doctors say I'm done growing I think I should go All I know, I know is that I know nothing at all I'm the size of an ant and you're ten feet tall Maybe this is just falling, but it sure felt like flying before All I'm sure, that I'm sure of is that I'm certain I'm full of shit I don't know what I'm supposed to do, but I know this ain't it Maybe this is just dying but it used to feel like being born Just before Spending hours just waiting for the time to pass I feel stupid or maybe I'm just useless What's the point if I fuck up just one more time? It couldn't hurt, I'm already over the line Don't ask me how I'm doing How am I supposed to know? The doctors say I'm done growing I think I should go All I know, I know is that I know nothing at all I'm the size of an ant and you're ten feet tall Maybe this is just falling, but it sure felt like flying before All I'm sure, that I'm sure of is that I'm certain I'm full of shit I don't know what I'm supposed to do, but I know this ain't it Maybe this is just dying, but it used to feel like being born I feel like a child, but baby, I'm so tired I feel like a child, but baby, aren't I wild? I feel like a child, but baby, I'm so tired I feel like a child and I'm so tired I feel like a child, but baby, I'm so tired I feel like a child, but baby, aren't I wild? I feel like a child, but baby, I'm so tired I feel like a child and I'm so tired All that I know, I know is that I know nothing at all I'm the size of an ant and you're ten feet tall Maybe this is just falling, but it sure felt like flying before All I'm sure, that I'm sure of is that I'm certain I'm full of shit I don't know what I'm supposed to do, but I know this ain't it Maybe this is just dying, but it used to feel like being born